First Day Of My Life

I feel like I'm stoned, I wanna be alone, just for a while, unknown,
Weeks on the road, a long way from home, just shut off the phone,
And you say I'll heal you .
I'll always be yours
And you say I'll kill you if I do something wrong,
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Still feels like the first time
To stand here by your side
Together regardless
We'll walk through the darkness
Still feels like the first day of my life

Remember the times, together we swore to never give up this life
Still hanging on, still going strong, here I belong
And maybe I'm crazy but I just can't slow down
And maybe I'm crazy but at least I'm still around,
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Still feels like the first time
To stand here by your side
Together regardless
We'll walk through the darkness
Still feels like the first day of my life

Feels like the first day of my life
Feels like the first time
Still feels like the first day of my life

Still feels like the first time
To stand here by your side
Together regardless
We'll walk through the darkness
Still feels like the first day of my
Still feels like the first day of my
Still feels like the first day of my life

In The Shadows

No sleep
No sleep until I am done with finding the answer
Won't stop
Won't stop before I find a cure for this cancer
Sometimes
I feel I going down and so disconnected
Somehow
I know that I am haunted to be wanted

I've been watching
I've been waiting
In the shadows all my time
I've been searching
I've been living
For tomorrows all my life

In the shadows

In the shadows

They say
That i must learn to kill before i can feel safe
But I
I rather kill myself then turn into their slave
Sometimes
I feel that I should go and play with the thunder
Somehow
I just don't wanna stay and wait for a wonder

I've been watching
I've been waiting
In the shadows all my time
I've been searching
I've been living
For tomorrows all my life

Lately I been walking walking in circles, watching waiting for something
Feel me touch me heal me, come take me higher

I've been watching
I've been waiting
In the shadows all my time
I've been searching
I've been living
For tomorrows all my life
I've been watching
I've been waiting
I've been searching
I've been living for tomorrows

In the shadows

In the shadows
I've been waiting

Still Standing

I wish you were here tonight with me to see the northern lights.
I wish you were here tonight with me.
I wish I could have you by my side tonight when the sky is burning.
I wish I could have you by my side.

'Cause I've been down and I've been crawling,
won't back down no more.

Can't you stop the lies falling from the skies?
Down on me, I'm still standing.
Can't you roll the dice, I might be surprised,
conscience clear, I'm still standing here.

Burns like a thousand stars.
Though you are light years away.
Burns like a thousand stars or more.

You're up there, you're always with me,
smiling down on me.

Can't you stop the lies falling from the skies?
Down on me, I'm still standing.
Can't you roll the dice, I might be surprised,
conscience clear, I'm still standing here.

It's something sacred, something so beautiful.
Something quiet to ease the mind.
When the pressure's taking me over and over.

Cause I've been down and I've been crawling.
Pushed around, and always falling.
You're up there, you're always with me,
smiling down on me.

Can't you stop the lies falling from the skies?
Down on me, I'm still standing.
Can't you roll the dice, I might be surprised,
conscience clear, I'm still standing here.

Can't you stop the lies, falling from the skies?
Down on me.
Still standing here.
Can't you roll the dice?
I might be surprised,
conscience clear.
I'm still standing here.
Here.

In My Life

Feel the heat below my feet
I have to go, no time to sleep
Can't believe the things you say
I turn my head and walk away
You make me sick - you make me nervous

Times had gone when you would say
This is the one and seize the day
Times had gone for honesty
My victory is your defeat
Can't you see you've been mistaken

In my life I decide and it turns me on,
How I am, how I live, who I love
In my way I've been strong and it turns my on
In my life, I decide, I decide

I decide

I decide

All you do you can't deny
It's waste of time, waste of life
Can I suggest that you invest
In something more than hopelessness
Before you know the ride is over

In my life I decide and it turns me on,
How I am, how I live, who I love
In my way I've been strong and it turns my on
In my life, I decide, I decide

It's up to you if you give it up
It's up to you if you won't stop
It's up to you if you give it up
It's up to you if you won't stop

It's up to you if you give it up, give it up
It's up to you if you won't stop
It's up to you if you give it up, give it up
It's up to you
It's up to you...

The record shows that you're dead but you're still living
Every time you have died you have been given
Another chance to fix your bad attitude
And make a move, it's up to you

It's up to you if we give it up, give it up
It's up to you if we give it up, give it up
It's up to you
It's up to you
YOU...

Give it up
Give it up
Give it up
Give it up

Give it up
Give it up
Give it up
Give it up

Time To Burn

Come on
Fear of the dark, tears me apart
Won�t leave me alone and time keeps running out
Just one more life, I'm so sick and tired
Of singing the blues, I should turn my life around
Come on

Tell me why do I feel this way
All my life I`ve been standing on the borderline
Too many bridges burned
Too many lies I�ve heard
Had a life but I can�t go back
Can�t do that, it will never be the same again
And I know I don�t
Have any time to burn
Come on

They follow me home, disturbing my sleep
But I�ll find a place, A place where they cannot find me
Maybe I�m lost, and maybe I�m scared
But too many times I�ve closed the doors behind me

Tell me why do I feel this way
All my life I`ve been standing on the borderline
Too many bridges burned
Too many lies I�ve heard
Had a life but I can�t go back
Can�t do that, it will never be the same again
And I know I don�t
Have any time to burn

Leave it all behind,
Cross the borderline,
Face the truth, don�t have any time to
Have any time to burn

Tell me why do I feel this way
All my life I`ve been standing on the borderline
Too many bridges burned
Too many lies I�ve heard
Had a life but I can�t go back
Can�t do that, it will never be the same again
Gotta go, cause I know I don�t,
Have any time to burn

Tell me why do I feel this way
All my life I`ve been standing on the borderline
Too many bridges burned
Too many lies I�ve heard
Had a life but I can�t go back
Can�t do that, it will never be the same again
And I know I don�t
Have any time to,
Have any time to burn
Come on

Guilty

(Woah)
(Yeah)

I feel
guilty
My words are empty
No signs to give you
don't have the time for you

You say I'm heartless
And you say I don't care
I used to be there for you
you've said I seem so dead, that I have changed
But so have you

Guilty (woah), guilty I feel so
Empty (yeah), empty you know how to make me feel

I put a shield upon you
I didn't mean to hurt you
would've only poisoned your mind
Never meant to make you cry

You've been so thoughtless
I can see right through you
You used to be there for me
don't you leave and say goodbye
You have changed, but so have I

Guilty (woah), guilty I feel so
Empty(yeah), empty you know how to make me feel

I never thought that the time and the distance
Between us made you so much colder
I'll carry the world on my shoulders

(whisper) Guilty,

Woah!

(whisper) Guilty,

Yeah!

(wisper) Guilty
Guilty (woah)
Empty (yeah)

Guilty (woah), guilty I feel so
Empty (yeah), empty you know how to make me feel

Guilty (woah)
Empty (yeah)

you know how to make me feel

Guilty (Woah), so guilty
Empty (woah), so empty, you know how to make me feel

Not Like To Other Girls

No more blame I am destined to keep you sane
Gotta rescue the flame
Gotta rescue the flame in your heart

No more blood, I will be there for you my love
I will stand by your side
The world has forsaken my girl

I should have seen it would be this way
I should have known from the start what she's up to
When you have loved and you've lost someone
You know what it feels like to lose

She's fading away
Away from this world
Drifting like a feather
She's not like the other girls
She lives in the clouds
She talks to the birds
Hopeless little one
She's not like the other girls I know

No more shame, she has felt too much pain, in her life
In her mind she's repeating the words
All the love you put out will return to you

The One I Love

Haven't slept in a week,
my bed has become my coffin.
Cannot breath, cannot speak..
My head's like a bomb, still waiting.
Take my heart and take my soul..
I don't need them anymore!

The one I love,
Is striking me down on my knees..
The one I love,
Drowning me in my dreams..
The one I love ,
Over and over again..
Dragging me under

Hypnotized by the night,
silently rising beside me.
Emptyness, nothingness
is burning a hole inside me.
Take my faith and take my pride
I don't need them anymore..

The one I love,
Is striking me down on my knees..
The one I love,
Drowning me in my dreams..
The one I love ,
Over and over again..
Dragging me under

This bed has become my chapel of stone,
a garden of darkness to where I'm thrown.
So take my life, I don't need it anymore...

The one I love,
Is striking me down on my knees..
The one I love,
Drowning me in my dreams..
The one I love,
Over and over again..
Dragging me under.

The one I love,
Is striking me down on my knees.. [striking me down]
Drowning me in my dreams.. [down on my knees]
Over and over again.. [striking me down]
Over and over [ and over and over ] again..

Back In the Picture

There were times in my life I was down on my knees, now it's over
Deep inside my heart I know
Simply put I've been stabbed in the back ever since I remember
Deep inside it hurt to let go

I'm back in the picture, back in the picture
I wonder what took so long, so long

Dedicate everything I create
To my friends I would die for
But you will always be the one
Memories that you can't overrun, memories I could cry for
I thought I'd always be on the run

Funeral Song

I dumped you again
I don't understand
It's happened before
Can't take it no more

These foolish games
Always end up in confusion
I'll take you back
Just to leave you once again

I died in my dreams
What's that supposed to mean?
Got lost in the fire
I died in my dreams
Reaching out for your hand
My fatal desire

I've failed you again
'Cause I let you stay
I used to pretend
That I felt ok

Just one big lie
Such a perfect illusion
I made you mine
Just to hurt you once again

I died in my dreams
What's that supposed to mean?
Got lost in the fire
I died in my dreams
Reaching out for your hand
My fatal desire